Jerk, i got two words for u that start with D ! you are DUMB, and also DAMN !

people ,
don't get it wrong ,
jerk i mean here isn't anybody or anything ,
it's just my self ,
that's all ,
anyway, let's step our topic ,
here it is,
i don't know whether it's really or not .
but, i think ,
i am SHOCKED .
it's becuz of something ,
i got a problem ,
and yea, finally things got wrong in a really fuckin' instant time !
hmm ,
i got shocked .
and the effect now is AWW !
i have no faith to talk with him, and also her .
that's why ,
miracle has just happened ,
i didn't talk with "CAN'T BE MENTIONED" this whole day at school ,
usually, i really used to talk with "CAN'T BE MENTIONED" at school ,
but, now GOD made we don't !
is it just my heart, or this is the truth ,
yea, i know ,
we cannot change the truth,
no matter how much we dislike it,
cuz truth is a thing that will never lie u !
but, can't all those shits get easier ?
can't it ?
YES,
i am LOSE with my probs .
and guess what ,
loser like me isn't allowed to talk anything !
i gotta be quiet,
cuz ,
i AM a LOSER !
throw those knifes trough my face so that u'll scream happily forever .
the one who's reading ,
no, it's not ur self ,
it's just me .
i MADE all things become hard ,
so that's why, i am a LOSER .
i am really sorry for it !

IF ALL THINGS I DO IS JUST WRONG, SO WHY DID GOD LET ME TO LIVE ?

PEOPLE !
guess what !
i am TOTALLY not in my mood !
it's just like !
yea baby, just kill ur self ~
finishhhhh !
problems come to me !
what did i do till problems come to me ?
for u,
who feels it !
didn't u think anything goes wrong becuz of u ?
is it just my feeling, or it's UR SELF up to all this !
listen, i am NOT gonna waste my time to debate u !
but, i just want u to know !
if u still keep ROCKIN' on this !
yea, u'll know the taste of pain later !

and for u !
who also feels it !
come on, open ur eyes !
i know u know !
and be ur self is NOT always GOOD, but ,
if this situation can't get on better !
i'll do it first, WITHOUT UR PERMISSION !

guys, this is too pathetic i think .
but, i can't lie !
this is the truth !
keep on patient for year"S" is not easy !
u have to do all things that can make u feel better, even it's only for a while !
but, that's the only way i got !
got a better idea, huh ?