IF ALL THINGS I DO IS JUST WRONG, SO WHY DID GOD LET ME TO LIVE ?

PEOPLE !
guess what !
i am TOTALLY not in my mood !
it's just like !
yea baby, just kill ur self ~
finishhhhh !
problems come to me !
what did i do till problems come to me ?
for u,
who feels it !
didn't u think anything goes wrong becuz of u ?
is it just my feeling, or it's UR SELF up to all this !
listen, i am NOT gonna waste my time to debate u !
but, i just want u to know !
if u still keep ROCKIN' on this !
yea, u'll know the taste of pain later !

and for u !
who also feels it !
come on, open ur eyes !
i know u know !
and be ur self is NOT always GOOD, but ,
if this situation can't get on better !
i'll do it first, WITHOUT UR PERMISSION !

guys, this is too pathetic i think .
but, i can't lie !
this is the truth !
keep on patient for year"S" is not easy !
u have to do all things that can make u feel better, even it's only for a while !
but, that's the only way i got !
got a better idea, huh ?