Because i'm not actually scared,i'm just nervous to see the future.

GRANGERIOUS !

the first time i i heard about the thing that might break my heart i felt like i SHOCKED.
then people came around me and keep on covering my air.
they didn't wanna me to take another breath before i'm going away.
and i just kept praying in my heart,and it was blur.
yes,you may know that,i'm not alive no more.
the soul of mine has just gone out,no i'm not dead.
i was just called to see what life's gonna be the next thousand years.
no,i'm not actually afraid,i'm just nervous of seeing the future.
especially when u may see the thing that you actually shouldn't have seen.
you may feel like you're the pitiest.
but you are not!
you prayed for magic,and when the magic's next to your face.
you can't stand looking it.
you met unlookable thing for some seconds and you've been shouting crazy like an idiot cuz no one has heard what's the thing that you've been saying about.
give up?
no,there's no giving up,u have to continue,they don't care with tears,sadness,and shouting.
cuz they're just dark,that makes them couldn't understand anything.
you've begged for it,and they've given you the thing.
so what's next?
next,you're just going to be back in your body and ask people for forgiveness on every single sin that you've done.
when you're done with that.
they're going to back soon,cuz you weren't free.
but you were back to be gone.


they don't care with tears
they dont care with sadness
they don't care with every single word you've been shouting on.