You got no one to love? love this boy,IDOLA CILIK 3.

HAPPY WEDNESDAY EVERYONE!
apa kabarrr?

i'm here going to post something which will make people around surprise.
so,my school's mate named GABY who got a G-R-E-A-T V-O-I-C-E and a M-U-S-I-C T-A-L-E-N-T-E-D will be joining a singin competition as we all know IDOLA CILIK 3.
so i'm here just making you feel happy with this talented lil boy who's really good,clever,and dilligent.
he's going to perform at RCTI on monday, 14th of december at one o'clock.
interested? then watch that and DO NOT FORGET TO GET YOUR MOBILE AND BY AN EASY WAY YOU MAY TYPE :
IC GABY then directly send that to 6288.

you will not regret that you've given a shot to this boy,YOU WILL NOT,he's not going to dissapoint anyone,really.

here are some pictures of him


you also may check out his facebook,just message me or whatttt.
JADI JANGAN LUPA YA KETIK IC GABY KIRIM KE 6288.
have a nice wednesday,people!

I'm too over.But you,you're game over.

hello world.
been a while i haven't given any shot to my blog.

okay so final tests are on monday,and i'm not ready.
what do i have now on my mind?
nothing.
i'm so abstracts these days,some people may be worry with that.
but the rest will just think that i'm acting,so fuck off!
i don't get the point why some people judge another people by their appeareance.
like they got nothing else to do.
what i can do is just i have to feel sorry for them who's been doing that to another innocents that shouldn't have got that.

You really got to let me breath normally as i used to. because i'm now breathing hardly.

for the new semester of the new grade which is mean the new class.
people must have realized that they've made a lotta changes for their own self.
and it possibly may directs the good side or even the evil side.
well that is NOT the matter of where does it direct.
cuz that's not the main point. when you got your self on the evil side,you still can realize your self and get the right away as soon as it is possible. and when it is a good side, you may be happy and finished.
but that isn't the main shit of self-changing, i just wanna make sure that everyone is still in the controlle.
except the things that i've been into becuz of your behaviour, i'm not pointing at those shits, yes i don't wanna take the past events as the thing that will bring me down.
but this isn't the past events, it just happened and it brought me down even at the first second after i heard the truth.
well, so it means that i'm not going to take this no more as a shit as soon as it's been a past event later.
and i-don't-care with it if you get this or even stucked on what i'm saying.
and nothing i got except hurt,dissapointing,and tears.

you don't have to take a look backwards
you just have to stare the next-to-your-face things.

I really wished that i was at the state of a deep unconciousness.

well happy thursday everyone.

you will never start to type something that you feel you have to type when you don't know what's going on with your feeling.
i am not happy these days,and i don't know how to get the answer why am i not happy.
i am "HIT" with lots of shits,and it is still going through me.
well okay, i'm not the only one,but "who cares?"
that's one of a lotta changes of me that i've realized.
you wanna share the thing but you don't know where to start,in case of you also sure that the one who you used to share will get bored with the story.
when you started to think that the people around you are now reacting different,but you also don't know wether it is just your feeling or they haven't got what's it that you're onto at now ,will sounds like pathetic at all.
and then life whisps you something,it says "life must goes on,you're still breathing without the people you used to depend on".

life is an assignment
shits are the question
crying is the challenge
and praying is the way to answer
but that doesn't fully work.

I'll never want it and i don't wanna it be ever

what are you going to feel when you got a new class tuition and you got a lotta new classmates there joining you to study together though you are not in the same school ?
that question mark didn't finish my sentence, and when you wanted to get them as your new heads they will just act like i-dont-care-ass ,eventhough they actually have known you and eventhough actually they were in the same school like yourself but they moved away.
that's what i'm onto at the moment.

Words are hurt eventhough feelings aren't real.

you got a new head for you,you got her to your life after the shits you told me about her.
ohh yes it was a long time ago,we were still babies on the junior high school,weren't we ?
well it doesn't matter how many heads are you going to catch to be your friends.
okay,it was an ACCIDENT.
you said this person was hypocrite, but i guess u got no time to look at the mirror for a second.
you mocked me at the beggining then you act like i wasn't a sinner for you,
thats pathetic okay,
i dont wanna tease you or what,i just wanna get this straight.

this shit is now closed.

Because i'm not actually scared,i'm just nervous to see the future.

GRANGERIOUS !

the first time i i heard about the thing that might break my heart i felt like i SHOCKED.
then people came around me and keep on covering my air.
they didn't wanna me to take another breath before i'm going away.
and i just kept praying in my heart,and it was blur.
yes,you may know that,i'm not alive no more.
the soul of mine has just gone out,no i'm not dead.
i was just called to see what life's gonna be the next thousand years.
no,i'm not actually afraid,i'm just nervous of seeing the future.
especially when u may see the thing that you actually shouldn't have seen.
you may feel like you're the pitiest.
but you are not!
you prayed for magic,and when the magic's next to your face.
you can't stand looking it.
you met unlookable thing for some seconds and you've been shouting crazy like an idiot cuz no one has heard what's the thing that you've been saying about.
give up?
no,there's no giving up,u have to continue,they don't care with tears,sadness,and shouting.
cuz they're just dark,that makes them couldn't understand anything.
you've begged for it,and they've given you the thing.
so what's next?
next,you're just going to be back in your body and ask people for forgiveness on every single sin that you've done.
when you're done with that.
they're going to back soon,cuz you weren't free.
but you were back to be gone.


they don't care with tears
they dont care with sadness
they don't care with every single word you've been shouting on.

Those are the things that keep my hand on this praying style,i just can't stand all night with those sounds.

now this is sounds really fascinating for me.
i'm feeling that something weird has entered my body,my heart,my mind.
it changed almost the whole me,and when it turned me to someone else,i was just thinking that:"how suppose if this is gonna be forever?"
and suddenly,i opened my eyes,and i faced the mirror,and its just still me.
but,in a second i realized that something has just got into my mind and it handles me now.
now, i'm just feeling different.
when people got their self into angerness,i wished it was raining.
and suddenly it comes true,now i'm feeling different again.
i feel like catching the rain and get my self relaxed on the water drops by drops.
i'm just thinking how to get my self back just like i was.
i wished for magic,but there was nothing happened to me.
i was just still there,sitting alone with no one like an idiot.
and so after minutes wasted,i can feel it.
someone entered my body and i couldn't move a step even.
and then i realized, i heard noise,it was my clock.
it's now 6.30, time to get my ass up.
no,it wasn't a dream,i am the chosen one,the chosen one for a mission that i would never have been expected before.

but one thing i'm sure,i was chosen not to help people,but to scare people.

now i feel like you're here with me.
promising me that you will never leave me alone.
and when you finished with your words,
i will just say, ENJOY THE WHIPS.

Look at me bitch,i'm breathing without you, i'm just still breathing without you

GLAMOURIOUSSS .

HAPPY SUNDAY !
well people,i had my church in the morning today.
finished with church,we were having fun there like monkeys.
laughing,screaming and keep our selves on pissing people off.
then ignasia,yosandi and i went back,nasia decided to go over my house.
well,that's a good thing.
but she went to yosandi's house first.
then when yosandi had to go for his basketball(iuw) training,nasia came to mine.
we surfed the net,then we cooked fried potatoes.
well,dont ask how was the taste.
cuz we even can't describe how the shape was like ?
here are the conversation !

Ignasia: "itu minyaknya kurang banyak bodo yer"
yeremi: "matamu kurang banyak,nanti jadi kelembekkan dia"
Ignasia: "udala,gak mungkin,,tambah lagi!
(then i add more oil there)
Ignasia: "ih mak,knapa pulak kentangnya yer (dicolek-colek lagi kentangnya)
Yeremi: "gatau ak ya,ada kurasa org begok tadi yg maksa-maksa aku nambah minyak"
Ignasia: "alahh,kentangmu ini sala kali,uda kadaluarsa,udala matiin aja apinya"
(then we put it in a plate)

Yeremi: "udala nas,aku uda kenyang,kw aja yg makan"

lol,it was good,but the shape was just like somekind of vomits.

I got my mind stucked on this thing when i remembered the memories,the memories that i should've deleted.

LARMAXILLIES !

i know that we both may have noticed that we're on something that sucks a lot,
well,i guess not at all for you.
its usually just becuz of missunderstanding,but this time,i'm just keep thinking that this one is just totally different.
you may have known that i'm totally sensitive,i'm not just sensitive,i'm more than sensitive sometimes.
but thats just when i have to force my self,you guys just can't realize that i've got something in my mind to think about for this full year.
and do not get it on a wrong way,we keep the silence,and silence breaks our heart.
uderstanding and loyalty aren't fully needed now.
it's just that we have to make another changes for our future.
you've realized my bad,and i've realized your bad,
it doesn't mean we're not gonna meet no more,we still have a long time to be,aren't we ?
well,you keep thinking that it's not anyone's fault,but that's just what your heart says.


WE'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THESE TRUTHS
WE'RE JUST A COUPLE OF YOUNGER THAT HAVE TO LEARN MORE
keep that in mind.

There was us on the rooftop,starring the stars,i chose my star and you chose the star that was next to mine,and it kept shining all night,but where they are now?

as what its written above,
"WHERE THEY ARE NOW?"
its just like us,we were shining all day even,laughing and screaming out loud.
But now,here we are with no voice.
all are just scripts.
we laughed together,but our heart wasn't.
i always to breathe my self without you.
but its just so hard.
when you were with another i felt like a jerk and jealousy was mine.
but when i was breathing with another bitch you say that i've forgotten you.
we're not matched no more,
it keeps struggling my mine.
and if you wanna take your own way.
FINE,

THE MORE WE CRIED, THE MORE WE HATE EACH OTHER.

I'm no longer yours,and you're no longer mine baby,we gotta make some realization

when i keep my faith on you,it seems like we're the monsters.
when i knew that you're different,it seems like i was stupid.
but i still kept the faith in my heart,you just didn't realize that.
well,it didn't tell you how much i love you,
but i did TELL me, how pathetic i was when i knew i'm no longer yours.
but this is what people call LIFE,isn't it?
Life teaches you how to be stronger.
it also teaches you how to make some good efforts.
but i was blind,cuz i couldn't realize that.

well,you made me laugh when i can't even smile.
you taught me how to appriciate GOD,as our biggest GOD ever.
you taught me how to be a good one.
well,you wasted you're important seconds,minutes,and even hours just to heard my voice when i was upset and cried.
well,you taught me things that i didn't know.
i got shits,you got shits,people got shits.
you taught me ALMOST all things.
THAT's ALL WERE PAST VERBS,
here are the doubts.

you didn't teach me how to be stronger when you decided not to waste your important time no more.
you didn't teach me how to be stronger when u have to leave me.
just becuz of some differences.
tell me,what kind of shit was it ?
but now,here we are together with the silence.
yes,spiteful words may hurt your feelings,but silence breaks our heart.

WE GOTTA GO AND FACE THE WORLD OUR SELVES,
WE GOTTA MAKE SOME CHANGES BEFORE WE MEET EACH OTHER,
WE'RE GONNA BE TOGETHER AGAIN,BUT WITH SOME CHANGES,

life's our school,shits are our homeworks,and deaths are our future,

GRANGERIOUS !

here i am in the IT lab doing shits with my blog,and the bishop's coming here later on 10.30,
i was chosen to play the keyboard for the bishop.
but then yesterday while we were practicing the kolintang for today,i didnt play the angklung seriously,
so mr.nugroho as the teacher said that i was not allowed to play the keyboard for the bishop one,
i was like, MANN ! HANG ON !
kay, i regret for playing it without any SERIOUS word on my mind,
but he said that i just have to practice at home,and later in the morning or just this morning he's gonna train me,if i play it badly,i won't get a chance even,arrgh my REPUTATION !
but shit happened.
this morning,when i was in my bus to the school,we got a DAMNSHIT FLAT-TIRE!
so as we've known,i was late,school started at 07.00,and i reached school at 07.20, GREAT!
and now,its just ten minutes to go to be 10,our IT subject finishes at 10.40,but cuz of the bishop,
its just gonna be till 10, DAGA DIGI !
so,i guess i have no more time later if i keep on writing this post,

HASTA LA VISTA, BAYBIEH !

So here i am,sitting on the corner side like an idiot cuz of those shits,no,im soo perfectly normal.

GRANGERIOUS !

hey moonwalkers !
here i am posting my newest post,
well,not much,
im just bored and so i thought about posting a new post.
anw,mom wants me to join a new tuition class,she said i gotta be really serious if i wanna pass this junior high school.
well,its hard for me to say yes actually,but i also wanna graduate this junior high school.
so,dad and i have gone to the place,and as what i guess before,its TOTALLY CLASSIC!
firstly,the majorities of the students come from a "NEGERI" school,and i come from "SWASTA" school.
its not about i'm choosing friends,cuz they're not my L-E-V-E-L, not its totally not about it.
cuz i dont choose anyone to be my friends,people are ALLOWED TO !
its about the subjects,the subjects that we study are just the same except english,but its about the SPEED OF STUDYING it,usually,my school's faster than them,so i'm just going there to re-study the units that ive studied.
thats not what tuition like is,ive been telling mom for like thousand times,but she said that its okay, fucka bitch,OHH EMM GEE~
actually,i wanna take a private tuition,but teachers that ive talked to usually say that my house's just too hard and too far to be reached.
well,its not really actually if they've known,they just havent tried,have they?
and so in this tuition,the maximum students are just 10 in the class,but to start a class,minimum they must have 5 students,and now,its only 3 students include my self.
so i have to wait, GEEZ !
and the english teacher there comes from REAL EDUCATION where i was studying too,but i'm out of it already,
so it shows that its a NOT-GOOD-TUITION.
yes,cuz its just 3 months since it first opened.
okay,thats all i wanna tell,
mosquitos around me are laughing out loud after bitting my skin,CHIRPY BASTARDS MOSQUITOS !
I SWEAR YOU DIE AFTER YOU'VE BITTEN ME!

HASTA LA VISTA,UWW YEAH !

dont ever think how many times will people make u happy,but think how many times will u make people happy .

okay,now here i am alone posting a new post after a long time,if suicideavenue.blogspot.com didnt suggest me to,
i'd never do this, thank u ,it sorts my boring out,
i was a t church from 8 to 12,yes,i got the turn on playing keyboard on the adult's mass,okay,and its not important actually, the thing is, we got some important people who came to the church,so i got the responsibillity to play the keyboard nicely,slowly,and without the nervous.
yes,ive never been as nervous as it was,maybe becuz of those IMPORTANT PEOPLE,
finished with church,i came back home,had my lunch and took my nap,
isnt that boring telling you people the activities of mine ?
well,thats not the point,
here we go,
i got something in my mind that keeps spinning around my head,
and its about a film,okay you dont have to knw wht the film is,
it tells you about an adventure,but this adventure's connected with friendship.
so there it is,when this boy went to somewhere with his friends(i made some changes with the people,its just to make sure,no one knows abt this film,lol).
he didnt invite his new BESTFRIEND along with him,and his new bestfriend's a girl,
a good girl who got a brilliant characteristic,yes,he didnt invite her along,
and while he was having fun,he didnt know that this girl supposed to feel lonely,
so she wanted to go for some fun,and when she was on her way,accidentaly,she wasnt lucky,and she fell down and hit some rocks then fell to a river,
and so as we must have known,
SHE DIED! PATHETIC !
and when this boy realized that she was died,he felt really really pathetic and regret with what he has done,
he cried,cried,and so people kept on asking him to be stronger,and dont cry,
so finally,he got the spirit to start a new page with smiles,
and what i wanted to tell you is,
if u got a bestfriend,and suddenly he/she died,if u really love him/her,you're gonna cry and cry out loud,you're gonna scream,but it's just gonna be for temporary,cuz your bestfriend also will come to u and says,"No,DONT CRY ANYMORE,IM GONNA BE WITH YOU,FOREVER,DONT WORRY" , and you will think of starting a new day with smiles,
but if you keep on hating your bestfriend though u both are bestfriends,you're gonna cry out loud,and its gonna take a BITCHLONGTIME ever,cuz u hate your bestfriend,so you're going to pretend that you really feel sorry,and i'm just so sure that he/she wont come to you to say something,and so you''re gonna live in pretending .
and that sucks.
got what i mean ?
i hope so,
here it is,and im GONE now,
BYE !

Gimme a new captured !

heyheyhey monsters ,
two days ago or lets say on wednesday ,
my cousins and i were bored ,
so we decided to go to Mc D near our house ,
it was 10 pm i guess , wasnt it ?
i had a Mac Chicken ,
and another cousin were having a glass of ice cream ,
idk what the name of it ,
wel , not important ,
lets step the topic ,
after we finished there ,
we went to a playing park also near our house ,
yeaa , we had fun there ,
we played a thing that idk whats the name ,
but its realy fun
we also took picture there ,
im gonna upload it for u ,
BUT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE , my face was totally looks like a jerk !
AWW , but this is it ,
cant talk much ,
just admire these pictures ,
and this first one is my cousin, uww yeah ,















DONE ,
ouf of here ,
:)

Came in the morning, Gone in the night,

so people,
i just got back from doctor ,
its a clinic near bukit batok ,
yes, i got a flu ,
and people have been scared with it,
cuz maybe, i'm in danger ,
or lets sayyyyy, SWINE FLU(H1N1)

haha, my cousin also got the flu,
but her body's temperature is higher than mine,
she got 37.blablabla ,
and i got 36.blablabla .

then we went to the doctor ,
actually, it was started from me,
well,here's the story ,

two days ago, when i woke up from my nap and opened my eyes for the new day on earth, i've felt like not in my mood ,
and suddenly, its like i got my flu,
yes, i didnt realize that its gonna be danger ,
but, then, its like im soooo totally sick up with this ,
sooo. ive been suffered from that morning to the night ,
and i guess, my cousin olivia got the virus ,
and sooo. she got the flu,
but, she got the flu by the following day ,
yesterday ,
and mine's gone away ,
today ,
her flu was getting worse ,
so that she decided to check her self up to the doctor near our house ,
and, her brother, and also my anohter one sister asked me to go with her cuz i also got a lil bit flu,
i thought its just an usual flu ,
cuz, usually, i always got the flu when i finished my bath,

but, okay, i just go with her ,

and checked my self up to the doctor ,
then we walked,and blablabla,
finish it,
i got 2 kind of medicines, one is tablet, and another one is we have to serve it in a glass of water,
and we gotta meke the water about 3/4 , cuz if not, it's gonna tastes sour ,
and sooooooooooooo, DONE .
now, my flu's gonna go away ,
lets say ,
gud bye flu ,

AWAY ,
:)

i wished for a motorcycle, but GOD gave me a car

so peoplee .
as u knw, im in singapore rite now, just arrived home at 8 oçlock
(sing time)
and now, im tweeting with anither twittarded, anyway fellas,
ive edited a photo of me and my cousin, yeahh, we took a lotta pictures when we were in the ferry,
and nothing much i can say,
just look at the pictures,




gotta go to another places tomorrow, and must be we're gonna get some more pictures,
anyway, im coming back home on saturday,or sunday,, uggh, gonna be bored again at home


goodbye,fellas, have a good holidays !
<3>

THOUGH YOU PULL ME DOWN,I STILL CAN STAND UP,

okay ,
and finally, i am writing a new post ,
yes, my previous posts that i wrote when people didn't knw about my blog are DELETED !

now,step the topic back ,
yea, ive just got my report card, and not bad ,
though i didnt get any rank,i passed my grade,
anyway people, i got a lotta new shits in my life ,
and i dont like telling you guys about it anymore ,
cuz,i knw,not only who has got shits in life,
u guys who's reading must be got shits in ur life too .
and now, i'm telling you ,
though i am soo pathetic or more than it even, i still can survive,
cuz i got friends in my life ,
and friend's job is helping another friends ,
now, thougj i dont get a lotta friends anymore ,
i still got people who take care of me ,
i dont knw who's that for sure, but i knw,this person always take a look after me when i dont realize where he/she is ,
sometimes,this person comes to my dream,or even comes to me when i'm starring the stars,
when the night comes, i love starring the stars alone in the balcony,its just fun, i sometimes talk to the stars, i got a star which i think,that's the best star ive ever seen in my life,
DANG,DANG !
back to the shit ,
but this person has never shown his/her self to me, so idk wether its there or not, idk the face,also dont knw the shape of the body, but this person's just really good at me .
:}

YES,LIFE IS TOTALLY HARD, BUT FORCING UR SELF IS JUST MAKING LIFE HARDER !

yes, i DO know that life's hard .
and all people know that life's totally hard .
but,according to what i'm thinkin' now .
u're just making life harder ,
forcing ur self is just gonna make ur brain stuck .
just calm down ,
and think that u CAN and u WILL let it flow .
keep on patient ,
here's it .
life is unfair when u're in LOVE,
life is unfair when u can't deal with it ,
life is is unfair when u close your mouth and decide to stop smiling ,.
life is unfair when u can't stop your mind to think about ur probs .
but,life's BEAUTIFUL and FAIR, when u can try to hold all ur emotions .

that's what i'm gonna say .
and now, i've said it ,
yes, FORCING ur self sometimes could take the situation into piece .
but, SOMETIMES, it's just suffering u ,
and what u're doing now is just suffering u ,
i got probs, and i SHARED it up .
u got probs, and u also SHARED it up .
BUT,u didn't tell me something that u should tell ,
it's like 50:50 .
so,that's why people can't understand u clearly .
u WANT people to understand you ,
but, u MADE'em can't .
and if u still keep on this way, people WILL NEVER got what ur heart's saying is ,
that's it .


enough with it .

now, i got something for u ,
it's about my BELOVED friend ,
EVAN WIRANATA LAVI .
i took a picture of him ,
it's 2 weeks ago i guess ,
when we were doing our MATH project ,
and this is it .



hha, srry epann .


DONE .
bye ,

Jerk, i got two words for u that start with D ! you are DUMB, and also DAMN !

people ,
don't get it wrong ,
jerk i mean here isn't anybody or anything ,
it's just my self ,
that's all ,
anyway, let's step our topic ,
here it is,
i don't know whether it's really or not .
but, i think ,
i am SHOCKED .
it's becuz of something ,
i got a problem ,
and yea, finally things got wrong in a really fuckin' instant time !
hmm ,
i got shocked .
and the effect now is AWW !
i have no faith to talk with him, and also her .
that's why ,
miracle has just happened ,
i didn't talk with "CAN'T BE MENTIONED" this whole day at school ,
usually, i really used to talk with "CAN'T BE MENTIONED" at school ,
but, now GOD made we don't !
is it just my heart, or this is the truth ,
yea, i know ,
we cannot change the truth,
no matter how much we dislike it,
cuz truth is a thing that will never lie u !
but, can't all those shits get easier ?
can't it ?
YES,
i am LOSE with my probs .
and guess what ,
loser like me isn't allowed to talk anything !
i gotta be quiet,
cuz ,
i AM a LOSER !
throw those knifes trough my face so that u'll scream happily forever .
the one who's reading ,
no, it's not ur self ,
it's just me .
i MADE all things become hard ,
so that's why, i am a LOSER .
i am really sorry for it !

IF ALL THINGS I DO IS JUST WRONG, SO WHY DID GOD LET ME TO LIVE ?

PEOPLE !
guess what !
i am TOTALLY not in my mood !
it's just like !
yea baby, just kill ur self ~
finishhhhh !
problems come to me !
what did i do till problems come to me ?
for u,
who feels it !
didn't u think anything goes wrong becuz of u ?
is it just my feeling, or it's UR SELF up to all this !
listen, i am NOT gonna waste my time to debate u !
but, i just want u to know !
if u still keep ROCKIN' on this !
yea, u'll know the taste of pain later !

and for u !
who also feels it !
come on, open ur eyes !
i know u know !
and be ur self is NOT always GOOD, but ,
if this situation can't get on better !
i'll do it first, WITHOUT UR PERMISSION !

guys, this is too pathetic i think .
but, i can't lie !
this is the truth !
keep on patient for year"S" is not easy !
u have to do all things that can make u feel better, even it's only for a while !
but, that's the only way i got !
got a better idea, huh ?

SO U THINK U CAN DANCE?? opps,I MEAN SO U THINK U CAN SING ?

HAHA ,
PEOPLE .
guess what ?
our beloved teacher gave us a project ,
the project is to make a drama .
and now
this drama's different !
we gotta make it minimum 15 mins,
hha,
the topic is about "STRESS"
so my groups and i have decided the drama about DANCE !
uww yeahh, it's about a dance contest that makes the judges died, cuz our dancing is so SURPRISING the judges, and besides the judges had a heart attack !
but, unfortunately,
we got bad things to be told !
hmm, one of my group was sick for two days, and she's the one that will dance with me !
soo, guess what, we can't practice any of it !
and also, "AWW HOW GOOD IS UR VOICE" wasn't joined us to pracyice cuz he got course,
so from 5 members,two were ABSENT, and there were only three of us !
cha",ADELINE,and I
and the following day which is means TODAY,we still haven't got any of the action to dance, and MR.KUMAR didn't want to accept our reason !
so, i think and think !
and finally, my brain worked !
i suggested them to change the dance !
err, i mean,
change the dance become singing !
yea, singing contest !
soo, it's not so u think u can dance anymore, it's so u think u can sing !
hha,
we did it well !
and u knw what ?
we all got 85 !
yea, eventhough we're not the highest !
at least, we're in he 2nd rank !
for HENOKH'S group !
congrats dudes !
u all did really well !
hha,
and one more thing !
today's MR. KUMAR'S birthday !
and also the twin brother, RANDY and RYAN'S birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY u GUYS !
wish u all the best !
that's all !
see you !

IT'S NOT A PAINT, BUT IT'S A PAIN !

hmm .
everyone's busy with their own business ,
they're busy with their own problems !
no one can avoid problems !
no one can and no one will ignore the problems that they got !
and so do i ?
btw, what will you guys do if u feel like ur friend amuse u, and the other one leaves u ?
maybe, they don't realize that they've done it,
but, how to make'em realize it ?
it'll sounds like,
"HEY DAMN, how pity u are?"
and, u'll feel like !
AWW, GODD it's HOTTTT !
so HOTT !
and then u'll feel like u wanna hold ur breath till u can't breath anymore !
or it means like, u wanna live earth forever !
pain,pain,pain,
that's the only thing that i am FEELIN now !
and if u were me, u will say, let me hold my breath !
hmm, u guys WON'T KNOW, how my heart goin' now !
it's not a PAINT, but it's a PAIN !
my heart's not HARD, but it's HURT !
so what should this fuckin' almost 14 years old boy do ?
he's shared !
and, another choise after shared is tell u all how my heart's goin' now !
GOD,
Send me ur GRACE !

i <3 u all !

i do HATE my new hair

Gosh .
i'm posting on mobile now .
hha,i'm in the car,and got nothing to do,so i post this .
hmm .
i do HATE my new hair .
it's just like a chinesse boy with a bowl head .
aww,the barberrer was very SUCK .
he cut my hair like a "CINA LOLENG" .
And i HATE it .
Mom,let me stay on bed tomorrow !
i dun wanna go to school .
All people will definetly laugh at me .
hmm .
i'm GOIN' AWAY .
see ya .

yea, I'M BACK !

people,
finally after a long time upgrading !
it's finished !
yea, i'm back !
with a new style (not really actually)
with a new URL
and with a new header !
actually, i got a header which is was edited by AMELIA,
but, it was only words, without sentence or something such as it !
and, i don't really like it, so i ask her for a permission changing my header, but she didn't respond anything .
so, i just change it up .
hha, sorry girl !
btw, do u guys like my new URL ?
hmm, i DON'T EVEN U WILL THINK YES !
especially for "AWW,HOW GOOD IS UR VOICE"
i knw u'll say no,honestly, i don't !
but, it's ok ben .
just tell me the truth !
and for amelia !
i thank u very much for all ur hardworkS !
i love u !
here, i'll promote ur blogger !
guys, click HERE for AMELIA's BLOG !
ok !
DONE .
i'm finishing this at the moment !
BYE !
:)

AWW, it's hurt BEYOTCH !

ppl !
seriously,

what happened to me ?
tomorrow's holiday !

but, why do i have to get this FUCKIN' BADMOOD !

iuueew !

i don't know why ?
but, is it the way of someone who will die not so long after he/she writes this POST ?

hmm !
let's just wait !
anyway !
school's really stingy !
they only give us 5 days of holiday !
aww, WTF ?

i hate it !
we should get more !
just like, a week or more !
but, nothing i can do !

AWWW !
i love my new header !
a mail lee yea made it for me !
i asked her so yesterday !
and she ressponded : YES,I WANT !

hha, i love it !

hmm,

i also still have some probs that i don't nkow how to solve it !
and, i won't post anything about it !
cuz, i don't wanna make it bigger !

i don't wanna talk about those beyotches on my blogger

just let it go inyoi !
just let it go !

u knw what ?

teachers also "AWWW"

why do we have to ?
i don't wanna have any homework during holiday !

hey,look at this !

i got a new picture of a mail lee yea and me !

she edited it !
AWW, i love u a mail lee yea !

u're my BESTEST of the best friend !
hha, LEBAI !

here it is !

AWW, i'm sooo sleepy !

and i'm sure u've known what i mean is !

bye !

see you !

HELPPPP MEEEEEE !

monsters !

i'm goin' to change my blog url !
but, unfortunately !
i don't have any idea about the new one !
soo .
as the title written !
help me !
i wanna get as fast as u can !
hha, LEBAI !
anyway !
i passed my exam at course !
and so .
i'm goin' to the next class which is means the next level !
but, so silly !
i fought with friend !
not my friend !
but, my FRIENDS for sure !
there are 3 !
but, one's done !
and two more !
those two people are freakin' suck !
hmm .
and the suckest is !
they're the one who i used to share !
but, now !
i don't know !
and, btw !
my school which is called CHARITAS had a futsal game with a school called DJUWITA !
they said the game would started at 8 am !
and i came there to attended it and supported them of course !
but, the shit is !
the match didn't even start until 10 o'clock !
and my mum called me to go home !
sooooo .
becoz my mom and i also got bored there !
i decided to go home !
soooooooooooooooooooo .
the point isssss !
I DIDN'T SEE THE MATCH !
IEEEUWW !
hate it !


hmm !
actually, i planned to capture all the palyers when they play !
but, the fact of that fuck is !
i couldn't !
hmm !


i'm goin' to finish this !
byee !

PLEASEE, TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT !

GOD,,

this is the truth !
i can't accept it !

i still can't !
that feeling's always companying me all the time !
even i have tried to forget it !
pleasee .

i dun wanna remember it anymore !

buttttt .

why .

you always remind me it when i almost forget it ?
is it my really destiny ?
will it be on my mind forever ?
i HOPE ur answer's NO !

i don't wanna it anymore !

hmm .

is my life really complicated ?

is my life really hard ?

or i just make it hard and complicated !

problems are coming !
it's queueing !

and honestly, I DON'T LIKE IT !
what should i do ?
what should i ?
is that means if my life won't be so long anymore ?
should i spend the rest of my life with sadness ?
or with a "PRETENDING HAPPINESS " ?

answer me GOD !
tell me !
i'm stuck !

i'm laughing everyday !
i'm smiling everyday !
but, i don't even think if it was really mine !
but now,

i give all it to you !
do what u wanna do .

if u wannna take me away from'em ,

i'll accept it !

but, if u still gimme a chance to be better !

i'll love it !

thank you my friends !
i love u all !

:(

WHAT'S HAPPENING ON MY PLAYLIST ?

HMM .

goshhh !
what's happening to my playlist ?
or .
let's say to my songs that i put on BLOGGER and also FRIENDSTER
hmm .
it wasn't really working when i chose the song that i wanted to .
and it was written there !
"ERROR ACCESSING URL"
what's that ?
ieeuuww .
i'm not gonna fix it !
hmm .
it'll take a long time for it !
so .
maybe .
someone knows what's happening on it ?

tell me soon if u know .
or if u've known !

thanks !
this post was created by .


Inyoiii .



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GOD, WHY CAN"T I ?

GOD ?
why CAN't I ?


it's definetly !
i still can't accept all things that i have to !
i've tried !
buttt....
i just can't !
why ?
why do i have to feel it ?
why ?
why do u have to be so "FUCKIN STRANGE" ?
i thought i know ur self ?
i thought u can be trusted !
but, the fact of this fuck is .
u can't !
i was wrong giving u a trusted ?
i was wrong thinking u my friend ?
yea, u're my friend !
but, not as same as what i used to think is !
u used me !
u used MEEEEEE !
u used me for thing that "IEEUWW it's not really important"
but, thanks .
i've realized !
people got two sides !
outside's can be good !
but, DON'T ASK THE INSIDE"S !
it'll be fucking HELL !
cuz, u're not gonna know !



btw, school didn't call my parents up to school !
cuz, my score's not too bad !
it's yaaa .
enough good !
but, eventhough it's good !
i don't used to be happy !
i'm pathetic !
suck pathetic !

pleasee GOD !
gimme ur answer,cuz i dun wanna it's getting bigger !
just say !
should i or not ?

tht's it !



hmm, i'm goin' to finish this !
seee you guys !
:(