Rabu, 12 Agustus 2009

I got my mind stucked on this thing when i remembered the memories,the memories that i should've deleted.

LARMAXILLIES !

i know that we both may have noticed that we're on something that sucks a lot,
well,i guess not at all for you.
its usually just becuz of missunderstanding,but this time,i'm just keep thinking that this one is just totally different.
you may have known that i'm totally sensitive,i'm not just sensitive,i'm more than sensitive sometimes.
but thats just when i have to force my self,you guys just can't realize that i've got something in my mind to think about for this full year.
and do not get it on a wrong way,we keep the silence,and silence breaks our heart.
uderstanding and loyalty aren't fully needed now.
it's just that we have to make another changes for our future.
you've realized my bad,and i've realized your bad,
it doesn't mean we're not gonna meet no more,we still have a long time to be,aren't we ?
well,you keep thinking that it's not anyone's fault,but that's just what your heart says.


WE'RE NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THESE TRUTHS
WE'RE JUST A COUPLE OF YOUNGER THAT HAVE TO LEARN MORE
keep that in mind.

Selasa, 11 Agustus 2009

There was us on the rooftop,starring the stars,i chose my star and you chose the star that was next to mine,and it kept shining all night,but where they are now?

as what its written above,
"WHERE THEY ARE NOW?"
its just like us,we were shining all day even,laughing and screaming out loud.
But now,here we are with no voice.
all are just scripts.
we laughed together,but our heart wasn't.
i always to breathe my self without you.
but its just so hard.
when you were with another i felt like a jerk and jealousy was mine.
but when i was breathing with another bitch you say that i've forgotten you.
we're not matched no more,
it keeps struggling my mine.
and if you wanna take your own way.
FINE,

THE MORE WE CRIED, THE MORE WE HATE EACH OTHER.

Minggu, 09 Agustus 2009

I'm no longer yours,and you're no longer mine baby,we gotta make some realization

when i keep my faith on you,it seems like we're the monsters.
when i knew that you're different,it seems like i was stupid.
but i still kept the faith in my heart,you just didn't realize that.
well,it didn't tell you how much i love you,
but i did TELL me, how pathetic i was when i knew i'm no longer yours.
but this is what people call LIFE,isn't it?
Life teaches you how to be stronger.
it also teaches you how to make some good efforts.
but i was blind,cuz i couldn't realize that.

well,you made me laugh when i can't even smile.
you taught me how to appriciate GOD,as our biggest GOD ever.
you taught me how to be a good one.
well,you wasted you're important seconds,minutes,and even hours just to heard my voice when i was upset and cried.
well,you taught me things that i didn't know.
i got shits,you got shits,people got shits.
you taught me ALMOST all things.
THAT's ALL WERE PAST VERBS,
here are the doubts.

you didn't teach me how to be stronger when you decided not to waste your important time no more.
you didn't teach me how to be stronger when u have to leave me.
just becuz of some differences.
tell me,what kind of shit was it ?
but now,here we are together with the silence.
yes,spiteful words may hurt your feelings,but silence breaks our heart.

WE GOTTA GO AND FACE THE WORLD OUR SELVES,
WE GOTTA MAKE SOME CHANGES BEFORE WE MEET EACH OTHER,
WE'RE GONNA BE TOGETHER AGAIN,BUT WITH SOME CHANGES,