PLEASEE, TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT !

GOD,,

this is the truth !
i can't accept it !

i still can't !
that feeling's always companying me all the time !
even i have tried to forget it !
pleasee .

i dun wanna remember it anymore !

buttttt .

why .

you always remind me it when i almost forget it ?
is it my really destiny ?
will it be on my mind forever ?
i HOPE ur answer's NO !

i don't wanna it anymore !

hmm .

is my life really complicated ?

is my life really hard ?

or i just make it hard and complicated !

problems are coming !
it's queueing !

and honestly, I DON'T LIKE IT !
what should i do ?
what should i ?
is that means if my life won't be so long anymore ?
should i spend the rest of my life with sadness ?
or with a "PRETENDING HAPPINESS " ?

answer me GOD !
tell me !
i'm stuck !

i'm laughing everyday !
i'm smiling everyday !
but, i don't even think if it was really mine !
but now,

i give all it to you !
do what u wanna do .

if u wannna take me away from'em ,

i'll accept it !

but, if u still gimme a chance to be better !

i'll love it !

thank you my friends !
i love u all !

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