GOD, WHY CAN"T I ?

GOD ?
why CAN't I ?


it's definetly !
i still can't accept all things that i have to !
i've tried !
buttt....
i just can't !
why ?
why do i have to feel it ?
why ?
why do u have to be so "FUCKIN STRANGE" ?
i thought i know ur self ?
i thought u can be trusted !
but, the fact of this fuck is .
u can't !
i was wrong giving u a trusted ?
i was wrong thinking u my friend ?
yea, u're my friend !
but, not as same as what i used to think is !
u used me !
u used MEEEEEE !
u used me for thing that "IEEUWW it's not really important"
but, thanks .
i've realized !
people got two sides !
outside's can be good !
but, DON'T ASK THE INSIDE"S !
it'll be fucking HELL !
cuz, u're not gonna know !



btw, school didn't call my parents up to school !
cuz, my score's not too bad !
it's yaaa .
enough good !
but, eventhough it's good !
i don't used to be happy !
i'm pathetic !
suck pathetic !

pleasee GOD !
gimme ur answer,cuz i dun wanna it's getting bigger !
just say !
should i or not ?

tht's it !



hmm, i'm goin' to finish this !
seee you guys !
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