HELPPPP MEEEEEE !

monsters !

i'm goin' to change my blog url !
but, unfortunately !
i don't have any idea about the new one !
soo .
as the title written !
help me !
i wanna get as fast as u can !
hha, LEBAI !
anyway !
i passed my exam at course !
and so .
i'm goin' to the next class which is means the next level !
but, so silly !
i fought with friend !
not my friend !
but, my FRIENDS for sure !
there are 3 !
but, one's done !
and two more !
those two people are freakin' suck !
hmm .
and the suckest is !
they're the one who i used to share !
but, now !
i don't know !
and, btw !
my school which is called CHARITAS had a futsal game with a school called DJUWITA !
they said the game would started at 8 am !
and i came there to attended it and supported them of course !
but, the shit is !
the match didn't even start until 10 o'clock !
and my mum called me to go home !
sooooo .
becoz my mom and i also got bored there !
i decided to go home !
soooooooooooooooooooo .
the point isssss !
I DIDN'T SEE THE MATCH !
IEEEUWW !
hate it !


hmm !
actually, i planned to capture all the palyers when they play !
but, the fact of that fuck is !
i couldn't !
hmm !


i'm goin' to finish this !
byee !

PLEASEE, TAKE ME AWAY FROM IT !

GOD,,

this is the truth !
i can't accept it !

i still can't !
that feeling's always companying me all the time !
even i have tried to forget it !
pleasee .

i dun wanna remember it anymore !

buttttt .

why .

you always remind me it when i almost forget it ?
is it my really destiny ?
will it be on my mind forever ?
i HOPE ur answer's NO !

i don't wanna it anymore !

hmm .

is my life really complicated ?

is my life really hard ?

or i just make it hard and complicated !

problems are coming !
it's queueing !

and honestly, I DON'T LIKE IT !
what should i do ?
what should i ?
is that means if my life won't be so long anymore ?
should i spend the rest of my life with sadness ?
or with a "PRETENDING HAPPINESS " ?

answer me GOD !
tell me !
i'm stuck !

i'm laughing everyday !
i'm smiling everyday !
but, i don't even think if it was really mine !
but now,

i give all it to you !
do what u wanna do .

if u wannna take me away from'em ,

i'll accept it !

but, if u still gimme a chance to be better !

i'll love it !

thank you my friends !
i love u all !

:(

WHAT'S HAPPENING ON MY PLAYLIST ?

HMM .

goshhh !
what's happening to my playlist ?
or .
let's say to my songs that i put on BLOGGER and also FRIENDSTER
hmm .
it wasn't really working when i chose the song that i wanted to .
and it was written there !
"ERROR ACCESSING URL"
what's that ?
ieeuuww .
i'm not gonna fix it !
hmm .
it'll take a long time for it !
so .
maybe .
someone knows what's happening on it ?

tell me soon if u know .
or if u've known !

thanks !
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Inyoiii .



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GOD, WHY CAN"T I ?

GOD ?
why CAN't I ?


it's definetly !
i still can't accept all things that i have to !
i've tried !
buttt....
i just can't !
why ?
why do i have to feel it ?
why ?
why do u have to be so "FUCKIN STRANGE" ?
i thought i know ur self ?
i thought u can be trusted !
but, the fact of this fuck is .
u can't !
i was wrong giving u a trusted ?
i was wrong thinking u my friend ?
yea, u're my friend !
but, not as same as what i used to think is !
u used me !
u used MEEEEEE !
u used me for thing that "IEEUWW it's not really important"
but, thanks .
i've realized !
people got two sides !
outside's can be good !
but, DON'T ASK THE INSIDE"S !
it'll be fucking HELL !
cuz, u're not gonna know !



btw, school didn't call my parents up to school !
cuz, my score's not too bad !
it's yaaa .
enough good !
but, eventhough it's good !
i don't used to be happy !
i'm pathetic !
suck pathetic !

pleasee GOD !
gimme ur answer,cuz i dun wanna it's getting bigger !
just say !
should i or not ?

tht's it !



hmm, i'm goin' to finish this !
seee you guys !
:(

HELL NO !

hmm .

i'm sitting in front of my computer now, surfing the net, teaching my mommah bout the internet .

and studying my english for tomorrow's test !
btw,i'm goin' to epan's house later !

we got a HELL math project !
and i don't like it !
and .

the REAL HELL IS !
my midterm report card is goin' to be given

T-0-M-0-R-R-0-W

IEUWWW !
i dun knw why,but my heart's always DUG-DUG, DAG-DAG, all the time !
i'm nervous,

i've done my best !
but, i'm having a bad feelin !
hmm .

besides, my problem's just added !

i got one more problem !
and it sucks !
sucks more than anything !
why do u have to be like it ?
whyyyyyy ?
and whyy ?

now,

i can only pray !
" God,please gimme a peaceful heart to accept all things that i have to,cuz i still can't accept any of it until now ! i want, but i won't ! also, please take me away from that dreams, from that feelings !

and pleasee wake me up, cuz i wanna know what's the matter of this problem is, i also want u to gimme the best way to be, just let me think, if they're happy, i also have to be happy"

thanks GOD !

u're the best !

as the pray's finished !

means i also have to end this fucking post which is really pathetic !

see ya !

:(

AWWWWW !

aww !

i'll hate this week !

u knw what ?

fucking homeworks,exams,mid semester report,assigments are waiting !
tomorrow, i got an social exam,

and i have to submit my punishment cuz i didn't finish 5 fucking questions from about 100 questions !
ieeuuww ~

the punishment is,i have to write 100 sentences with the 5 questions on it !
and what the hell !
i dun even have touched it up !
i dun knw why, but spirit's still away from my self !
hmm,i also have to make a chord for 2 songs,cuz i'll play the keyboard again next monday!

every ceremony the teacher said !

i dun realy wanna it !

but,i'm lil bit happy !

anddd the REAL HELL IS ..

MY MID SEMESTER REPORT CARD IS GOIN' TO BE GIVEN TO ME !

thing that companying me all the time is .

if our score's bad,they're goin' to call our parents up to school !
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !

i hate it !
u knw what,from my 1st elementary until this 2nd junior high school,i've been called for one time !
even still one time !
i dun wanna make the second !
my mommah and my dadeehh are goin' to gimme a fucking present that no one will like it !
i'm scared !
but,that's it !
that'll be my destiny !
i've done my best !
hmm .

btw, our school doesn't make any mid semester test for our mid semester report !

hha,i love it !

they take the score from our daily exams,and exercise !
some i got good marks,but the other i got BIG HELL !

ieeuuw !
pleasee,pray me up !

if u still love me !
AWW,too dramatic !

that's all !
i'm goin' to study now !
see ya worlds !
;)

GODDDD, HELPP MEE !

friendss !


u knw ?
i'm really fucking afraid now .
even though it's still 2 days later !
u knw why ?
i'll play the keyboard later on the ceremony !
and,
i knw !
i won't have faith to play that thing later !
hmm .
i've practised it actually,
with my "OMG HOW GOOD IS UR VOICE"
yea,
he's ruben !
aargghh, i feel lil bit jealous with him !
his voice is absolutely good !

but,that's not the point !
the point is .
how to play keyboard without nervously feeling !
cuz i knw, all students will laugh me up !
but,let's see it on monday !

pray me !


:)