GODDDD, HELPP MEE !

friendss !


u knw ?
i'm really fucking afraid now .
even though it's still 2 days later !
u knw why ?
i'll play the keyboard later on the ceremony !
and,
i knw !
i won't have faith to play that thing later !
hmm .
i've practised it actually,
with my "OMG HOW GOOD IS UR VOICE"
yea,
he's ruben !
aargghh, i feel lil bit jealous with him !
his voice is absolutely good !

but,that's not the point !
the point is .
how to play keyboard without nervously feeling !
cuz i knw, all students will laugh me up !
but,let's see it on monday !

pray me !


:)

SHUT UR MOUTH UP OR U WON'T TALK ANYMORE !

~ HEY U ~

the "OMG PERSON"

i really hate the way u treat me in this unreal world !

if u're tired with ur life

why don't u go and jump from the highest of a building ??!

so,that u'll be fucking tired more !

u're annoying me !
fine,

if u wanna get a fucking apologize from me !

but,that's not the way u should do !

talkin a bullshit,posting about me,sms me,and pretending so that i'll give u an apologize !
geez,u totally WRONG bebebehh !
it won't solve this fucking prob ok !

just let me calm down,AND SHUT URMOUTH UP first !
i said,don't disturb me first,

but,u still doing it !
O mae Gad !

pleasee ,

stop it !

stop and be normal !

just act like there's nothing wrong between u and me alrite ?!

it'll make it better !
than the way u're doing now !
so pleasee !

shut ur mouth up first !
or u won't have any faith to talk about me anymore !

think it !

'-'

Starting to hate my piano course and the teacher !

guyss .

i dun knw my feeling now,

but,only one .

i dissapointed with my piano teacher !

i attended my piano concert just now,

first,last month my teacher said that he'll give me the song to be played for the concert !
and i said yes,

second,until last week,he still hasn't given the song,so i reminded him !
and soo, coz the time was only a week, he asked me to sing,,

and finally i said: yesss .

we both only practised for one day together,the rest,i practised it my self,and also with my friends !

i sms him this morning,and he asked me to come at 6.30 pm,to practise again,coz the concert will start at 7.00 pm,,

i came at 6.00 pm so that we can practise it longer,

and finally,fuck was there !

i've sms him for maybe 3 times,but he didn't reply it !

anddd,,

he didn't even come until 7.00 pm just now,

finally,he came at 7 above pm !
and,he didn't say anything to me .

just think that i wasn't there !
FUCK,finally he didn't even called my name to sing until the show finished !
OMG,i wanted to cry,but i can't !
i really DISSAPOINTED with him !
so, i din't shake hand with him,i just go through the door and go out !

and for you .

Mr. Agus .

i just wanna say :

MAYBE,(maybe only)

i'm not gonna continue this course .

maybe i better quit .

not becoz of this .

i just feel tired,

that's all .

so thank u for all things u've given to me .

thank u for all things that i received from u .

i learned so many things from u .

u're the best !
thanks !
thanks

and thanks !
lovee u !

Pleasee, helpp mee !

OMGG !

i'm gonna really hate this day !
coz,
i'm going to my piano concert later !
and,my teacher asked me for a singing !
fuck babyy, u knw,it'll end with an earthquake later !
all people will fuckin laughing me when i'm singing! just like my friends usually do !

pleasee .
anybody got an idea ?
stopp the time !
i dun wanna go for it !
i've practised for a wekk alone,and also with my beloved friend !
RUBEN TUWAIDAN !
he also always fucking laughing me when i can't !
haha,LOL .
anyway,thanks rubenn,lovee u !

so noww,i'm alone at home and i have to practise it again !
anybody could sing !
help mee before everybody laugh at me !
i dunn wanna it !

hmm .

i gotta go .

see ya peoplee !
love u .

and pray me !

Thanks !

GETTING CLOSER WITH MY COUSIN !

haha,

guyss ,

need to be known !
we went home earlier today !

yea,we went home at 09.00 am,and the school started at 07.00 am,so we studied for 2 hours only !
and i love it,they said it becoz of the celebrated of PERESMIAN the new building !

AND !
we'll get a one day holiday 2moro !

hha,i'm so happy !
btw,

i'm getting closer with my BELOVED cousin,her name is OLIVIA SILALAHI !
she saw my blogger,and put a cmnt on my cbox !
so,we "BALAS-BALASAN comment until now !
yea,she's a good girl !
umm,it's enough baby for a cousin's posT !

now's UR TURN !
hha .

gtg !
i'll post again later (maybe)

seee ya !

WHAT SUNDAY IT IS ?

ooo........mmm.......ggggg !

i hate saying this but,,
it's like a fuckin sunday !! (for this sunday only)

yea .
i went to church,
but,i got a really suck boring !
and WTF ?
i got a lotta things to be done !
project,homework,exams are waiting tomorrow !!!
OMG !
can't school give us a month without any exams,homework,and project ??
uuuhhhhh !

and the worst thing is :
tomorrow's MONDAY !
yea,monday's suck !
it always been a monster !
i feel like this when i opened my eyes from my slept :
O MAN,i wanna have a fever so that i can stay on my bed !
but,it's not gonna be real !

ok guyss .
i have to study !
see ya !

anybody got an idea ?

like the title said :
any body got an idea about what can i post about !
fuckin shit !
i got NO IDEA what to post !
it's just AWWWWFFUULL !
i dun even know what can i post !
even though .
actually .
u're reading my post now !
hha .
i'm sure .
everybody always get bored on saturday !
coz,they got nothing to do on this saturday ! (usually)

umm,well .
i'm one of them also !
i really got no idea what to post,and what to do !

i always hate saturday !
i have to take a course from 18.30
to 21.00 or 22.00 usually !
suck huh ?

but ,tht's what i have to !


see ya !
i have to take a bath !