Happy Valentine's day !

people !
guess what day is this ?
it's VALENTINE !
but,i think it's just as same as the other FUCKING day huh ?
well .
it's ok .
cuz,i'm going to Mega Mall later,to see my course's BIRTHDAY !
amazing .
it's 14th of february !
ok,soo ,

the main point is only onE !
i just wanna say :
Happy Valentine's day guys !
hope we all get what we wanna in this valentine's day !
haha .
see ya !

Getting Crazy with EDITING !

haha guyss .

u knw ?

i'm getting crazy with EDITING .

it's really fUn .

and u know ?

i edited a pic again ,

ma pic of course ..

u may see it below !

what do u think hah ?

gooD rite ?

see ya on the next post and let's see what pic i edit later !

EDITING ? and the other pics !

hey guysss .
u have to believe me .
actually .

i'm not really good at EDITING .

especially in pictures .

but .

i tried and tried .
and .
OMG !
u gotta see the picture that i edited .

i'm not gonna be so care with what'll u say later .
but .

it was created by my self .
this is it

ok .

so .

if u wanna say it's AWFUL and just look like a fucking pic .

it's ok .

but,i still think if it's really GOOD .

haha .

and,

u also have to see a pic that my friends and i take when we celebrated christmast on 10th of january..

there's vanessa,me,amelia,aldo,and henokh (start from the left side)

we were really bored,so we took a pic .

not a pic actually,we took so many pics,but that's the best i think .

that's all about my post today .

hope u like it .

see ya in the next one ok ?
bye ,

u gotta read this poem ..

Air Mata terakhir

oleh: Yeremi Gamaliel Sihombing

disini...

aku sendiri,,

hanyalah seorang diri,,,

dan tiada yang menemani..

hanya dia..

hanya dia yang menemaniku setiap hari,,

dia yang membuat hidupku berharga..

dia yang membuat akku semakin tegar..

dia juga yang membuat akku semakin bersabar..

dialah MASALAH .

ya,,

dialah yang telah membuat hidupku hancur..

namun dia jugalah yang membuat akku semakin kuat..

hingga saat ini .

saat akku benar - benar harus merasakan titik puncaknya,,

merasakan titik puncak dari rasa sakit itu,,

rasa sakit yang membuatku hidup..

rasa sakit yang membuatku selalu meneteskan air mataku,,

rasa sakit yang membuatku hatiku berantakkan..

dan rasa sakit yang membuat hidupku berharga,,

hingga saat ini .

kembali...

kembali kuteteskan air mataku .

air mata yang seharusnya tidak keluar,,

air mata yang seharusnya membuatku semakin kuat,,

tapi,ternyata tidak...

air mata ini membuatku berfikir..

apakah mungkin lebih baik bila aku pergi

tinggalkan dunia ?

apakah mungkin lebih baik bila kuhapus semua kenangan indahku bersama teman-temanku ?

ya...

mungkin itu lebih baik...

mungkin itu lebih bermanfaat untukku,,,

hingga kusebut air mata itu sebagai..

air mata terakhir,,

air mata yang jatuh untuk yang terakhir kalinya...

karna..

air mata itu adalah air mata yang akan mengantarkan aku ke tempat nun jauh disana,,

yang akan mengantarkanku ke tempat yang nantinya masih akan dipertimbangkan dimana aku akan masuk...

di antara kesengsaraan dan kedamaian,,,

itulah yang kusebut dengan air mata terakhirku,,,,

terimakasih dunia,,,

bEst oF thE beSt..

beSt of thE beSt...

a gOod titLe to be written...

yea..
its abouT ma beSt of beSt fRiendS i haD meT...
they heLp mE..
thEy make mE haPpY..
thEy make me Laugh..

AMELIA ROHANA SONANG SITUMEANG...
an aLmost pErfEct Girl i ever meT...
prEtTy,smaRt,humourist,fashionable,narcisstic girl,famous,MUMBLE,aNd GIRLY( u think sO ? )
thx for eveything u gave to me..
ur heLp..
uR kindNeSs..
ur smilE..
ur aDvicE..
i LovE..
and i really thank u foR it..
u've coloured ma life..
u made it beautiful..
there is a smile,a sadness,a crying face,and an surprise facE..
u aLso maDe me knoW..
LifE's a reaLLy important thinG..
i aLways remember this wOrdS,,
"PAIN KEEPS US LIVE"..
OMG.. i really wanna cry when i remember it..
thx for everything,,

EVAN WIRANATA LAVI..

hey duDe..
how r u therE??
smaRt,hanDsome,cuTe,anD niCe..
u're cRazy..
i love u as a really bF,,
i really love ur face when u were pretend get mad wid me..
thx ..
u also a beSt,,

RUBEN DAVDI TUWAIDAN..
fashionable,cool,smart..
u're da besT song LOVERS..
what i really love from ur self is..
u're so gOod..
u never get bored teaching me any songs that i dun knw...
even thou u always laugh me when i can't sing it...
still remember the BECAUSE OF YOU??

BENEDICT SAKTI HAPOSAN YUDHISTIRA... (still long,but i dun know ur full name)
cool,handsome,SMART,gooD to be shAred...
u're a really famous bOy ..
many girls love u and always keep admiring at u..
even thou u always call me wid a really shit name..
haha..
but i love it...

thx guyss...
u're the best that have coloured ma lifE...
ur name???
haven't mentioned yeT???
wait me on the next post..
its really late..
haha...
byee..
love u all...

i'm having a probLem,



actually,not A problem..
but i have sooo many problems...

i wanna solve it..
i wanna finish it..
i dun wanna have an enemy..
i wanna talk 2 u..
but,u made me can't!
i really wanna punch all of u when i see and remember ur self..
i wanna forget u..
i wanna make u gone from my life..
but,i just can't...
i still think if u're ma fren..
anD,i dun wanna be so cruel..
im not it..
im not a cruel one,,
but, u made me have to be it..
u gotTa understanD this..
im not ma self now..
im not inyoi now..
im not yeremi now..
im the other one of inyoi..
the other one of yeremi..
im the fucking inyoi..
im the fucking yeremi..

so..
i have to be so cruel now..
but,dun worry,,,
i will not be the other one of inyoi 4ever..
it just for a while..
inyoi needs time..
yeremi needs time..
he's really stuck now..
cant do anything,,
his problem is not only ur self..;.
family,and also a personality prob...
that not many people may know that,,

so..
be patient..
and wait for a real inyoi come back..
sorry,,

DEPRRESED!!!

im really a suck friend!!

im a suck child..



i always make a prob..

i always do something wrong..


no one think im alive..


no one cares wid me..



eveN yEs,,only one!!



i'm living in a hell...




i got a really bitch prob!!



fams,friends,personality,and wid ma mind!!





so???








do u think???





i will still alivE???